Here I sit, with 5 Word documents open, 5 tabs on my internet and numerous books scattered all around me. I'm writing a blog post, something I do not have the time for but yet have found the time to write. My state of being is well...nothing more than overly grumpy. I am not overly tired, nor am I in trouble emotionally or financially. I am just grumpy.
I guess it might have started going to bed last night with neighbors running around their house with lead shoes on while listening to what sounded like a drum set sequence on a cheap keyboard. Even as I sit and write this to you I can hear them pounding through their house as though they're Thor or Zeus, making known their presence with thunderbolts on their feet. Slamming the door they almost knock our poor, wretched plants from their shelves.
One of these days I'll go out there and smile at them before slamming the door as hard as I can....and this time the wind won't catch it. It's like every time I've attempted to do that, God has sent a saving wind to slow it down so that I can't even close the door at all. It gets me every time.
Awaking to a roommate who I'm not sure if she was clearing her throat or singing in the kitchen only brightened my gloomy mood. -_- Crawling out of bed I was barely able to leave the house on time, having to flag the bus down as though I was some woman in New York hailing a yellow taxi in the crowded streets. I could have sworn he was going to drive right past me, despite seeing my bright red arms waving. To get back at me he dropped me off a stop after I'd pulled the chain.
So I've locked myself in my kitchen, staring at the five documents and attempting to juggle two essays, wanting to finish them before this hectic week began. Alas after thinking I'd finished one, I found it was indeed not three pages but two as well as the other only being one page instead of two. The odds are against me today.
I spoke briefly to my Aunt yesterday and she kindly informed me that I return home in 35 days. My heart has had numerous heart attacks over the past few weeks and that didn't help it as I have yet to learn if I even am coming home to a job or coming home to be jobless.
The sun is shining through the window right into my eyes as though mocking me, taunting me and making my body yearn for the warm weather all of Canada felt this past week except for Newfoundland. We kindly got the complete opposite with windchills near -20 rather than heat waves near +30. Sunny Alberta can't come fast enough.
I do feel I will miss not being able to spend summer in NL however. I will miss my dear friends and the freedom of living on my own. But it is only a short while before I will return to the hurricane season and continue yet another semester.
Bleh.
No comments:
Post a Comment